UNCERTAINTY.

there's no turning back... baby, try to understand.

mid terms this week.

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in the mean time, here's one of my favorite mychonny videos.

enjoy !

to him,

baby, I'm not like the rest.

don't you ever wonder how we survive?

I forgive because i still want people in my life,

scared my friends at school when I was so angry.

friend A "Alex, you're scaring me, I've never seen you so pissed before, I think you might kill that idiot."

friend B : "Alex, I think you need some time off, I've never seen you so angry, it's unbelievable that you're even this mad at a person. He/She must've really hurt you"

and guess what?

THOSE PEOPLE* DID ! I'm so fucking through with being nice and letting you win, you treat people with no respect and you expect the best but do the worst. You don't have a single ounce of respect for others, why should I give a crap about your feelings?! Please learn that others have ALWAYS cared about you, why push everyone away? Yes I have done wrong to you before but at least I apologize for it.

I'm a hypocrite, I know.

I sound like such a good person on my blog, I'm NOT ! but one thing I know about myself is that I always find it hard to stay mad / not forgive others for their mistakes cause I for one make ALOT of mistakes. Wanna talk about attitude and who's a better person, bring it.

* by no means was this to hurt anyone, just me ranting on my own blog, take note and thanks*

you'll sleep till May & you'll say you don't want to see the sun anymore.

double post on this lovely Sunday.
life's been pretty hectic... been so frustrated, sad, confused and all that.
I miss being happy.

reminding myself everyday that,
I. WILL. BE. OKAY.

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by the way,